The Rough Roads of 2k13 that prepared us for the coming 2k14

This Year for me can be compared to a really rough road. It made me tripped a lot of times, fall in the ground, cry and learn to stand up again. It had taught me a lot of things I should always keep in mind. This year made me experienced a lot of emotions, i cried, i laughed, i got mad, pissed off, disappointed and a lot more. And this Year indeed became a blessing for me in a lot of ways that i could have imagined.

And before this year ends, I want to thank those persons who have helped me in successfully finishing this year :)

first ..  of course..

GOD 

The Very First Person who never left me, the person who provided for my needs,  the person who is always there for me,regardless of what situation I may be in . God never left me, despite of the fact that a lot of times I fall short. God always understands me. When I am about to give up, God is the greatest factor why i always choose to go on. He always reminds me that I can because I have Him. God is the first person who made it possible for me to accomplished my goals this 2013 successfully without giving up. THANK YOU LORD. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH <:

 MY FAMILY

My Family, They provide me with everything that I have needed this year. They also showered me with so much Love to remind me that they always got my back :) Even though sometimes we don't agree on some things and fight over simple things, I know we love each other so much that we choose to solve the problem rather than make it worse. I thank my Family for not leaving my side and always being there to guide me.. THANK YOU. I SO LOVE YOU VERY MUCCCCCCCCCCCCCHHHHH <3

MY YOUTH FAMILY

Thank You guys for always being there to give me advises. For always reminding me to believe in myself and always have faith in God. Thank you for helping me forget my stress in a way that you always let me join our OH SO MEMORABLE BONDING TIMES. THANK YOU VERY MUCCCHHHHH.. <: I LOVE YOU BIG TIME GUYS<:

MY FOREVER BARKADA

Guys You know You always Hold a special place in my heart. We became a Barkada for 2 years now. since 2012. I thank you both for always staying by my side no matter what. Thank you for letting me experienced what its like to have a barkada. Thank you guys for being the younger sisters i never had. Thank you for letting me experienced how it is to be responsible for your little sisters, how to give advises when it comes to their love life. THANK you POSH AND BABES. I AM THANKFUL THAT I HAVE accomplished 2013 with the both of you :) 

POSH

Thank You posh for being there for me, thank you for the advise, for listening to my endless drama, for helping me when i need a hand. Thank you posh na hindi ka nagbabago, thank you na tinuturing mo ako as your ate. Posh it means a lot to me having you here. Thank you posh for the laughters that we've shared this 2013, for the tears that we've both witnessed, for the problems that we have overcome together and for the LOVE and FRIENDSHIP that we've shared. THANK YOU POSH. THANK YOU for making my 2013 a memorable one and Please Let us make more memories this coming 2014 together. Let us accomplished our goals together. You know I love you <: THANK YOU POSH <3

BABES

THANK YOU babes, kahit minsan may topak ka, ay madalas pala, alam ko na maaasahan kita kahit anong oras. Thank you Babes, for being with me from the beginning of this year until the end, Thank you babes for the times that we've shared together. Thank you for the overnights, late night talks, movie marathons, asar moments that i have done with you . Thank you BABES for everything. I am grateful for experiencing 2013 with you. Please let us still be together in experiencing the coming 2014. I LOVE YOU BABES> SET YOU GOALS. and let us reach our dreams this coming 2014. THANK YOU <3

MY BEST FRIENDS

DJ

I want to thank You for having you for another year, so okay we've been friends now for 8 years. Thank you for not leaving my side even though I know i am hard headed sometimes (ok... MAYBE ALL THE TIME). THANK YOU sa pagtitiyaga sa year na to sa ugali ko. I am thankful for having you, Thank you for your super magagandang advises. for your super effective encouragements. Seriously Just thank you for being there for me this year. Thank You for the times na kahit hirap na hirap ka din, kahit alam kong stress ka rin sa school you still make time to encouraged me, alam mo naman sa ating dalawa ako na, ako na talaga ang negative thinker. Salamat dj na kahit pasaway ako di ka nagsasawa na paalalahanan ako sa mga dapat at hindi dapat. Thank You seriously for another unforgettable year with you. Salamat best, blue, brix, dj .. :) THANK YOU VERY MUCH. I hope will still be facing the coming 2014 together<: KAYA NATIN YAN> FIGHTING <: HAVE FAITH. remember WE ARE THE ENCOURAGERS  <: GODBLESS!!! :)

BHOII 

Bhoii THANK YOU. Okay thank you for having you this year. I am really blessed to have you. You always served as my shoulder to cry on, my listener, my adviser and simply my best friend. Bhoii i am thankful na we still have each other this year 2013. And i am thankful that I will still have you in the coming year and on the many more years coming. Thanks bhoii for making school life's mas madali :> because i've got you. Thank You bhoii for the stress, laughters, tears that we have shared this year and for the problems that we have overcome together. Thank you bhoii for always believing in me and my abilities. Thanks bhoii for an unforgettable year with you. I LOVE YOU BHOII .. <3 HAPPY NEW YEAR :) 

BUNSO

Bunso, I know you are nagtatampo, sorry for being busy, and not able to help you with your problems. Pau thank you for being with me this year, may be not physically but by heart. For being a friend whom i can talk to when i am crying over something when i am really stressed out and i am about to give up. Thanks Pau for being a call way from me. Pau You Know i love you. Always remember that you've got me, we've got each other, let us face 2014 with courage. :) Together let us reach for our dreams Pau. I love you very Much. Thank YOU VERY MUCCCCCCCCH <3

MY CLOSE FRIENDS

MYRTLELOVES

Myrtle, Thank You na natatawagan kita pag may problem ako. You know that this year mas lalo tayong naging close, our friendship became deeper. Tle even though hindi tayo ganun katagal pa na magkaibigan, nevermind, because you know that its like i've known you long enough to tell you anything when i feel like too. Thanks tle for listening to my paulit-ulit na drama, when i am loosing my confidence, thank you for boosting it up. And Tle I will always bring "ALL is Well" in the coming years. Thank You tle. Let us enjoy 2014 together, overcome problems with each other and together let us reach for our dreams. Thank You tle for being a shoulder to cry on. I LOVE YOU TLE:) Thank YOU VERRYYYY MUUUCCCHHH <:

CHINGUS

Chingus, Thank You for everything. Salamat na you let us join you for this school year. Thank you for the gift of friendship. It is one the highlight of My year, yung maging isang chingu. Thank You for being the sweet, kalog, childish, and SUPER AWESOME FRIENDS. Chingus you know I love you. Yah! JUGULE! <: enjoy your year and let us spend the coming 2014 together, Arasso?! :) Saranghae Chingus. GOMAWO!!!! GAMSAHAMNIDA!!!!!!!!! :))) 

MOMZ

Momz, I Know i should Thank you for the confidence boosters, for comfort hugs and for reminding me how much you love me, and how much you believe in me so I must believe in myself. Thank You momz. Thank You for being there when I am about to break down and give up. Thanks Momz. I know I may not text you all the time but you know I love You Momz. I pray That i will still have you by my side this coming 2014 and in the coming years . I LOVE YOU MOMZ. THANK YOU VERY MUCH. :)






2013 IS INDEED a remarkable year for me. I experienced a lot of disappointments that made me cry, made me want to give up, push me to my limit, made me nearly broke down. This year i've experienced a lot of happy moments with the persons i Love. And this year made me realized how much i must treasure those persons who never abandoned me, who never get tired in helping me, understanding me and loving me no matter what. I AM REALLY BLESSED TO HAVE THOSE PEOPLE WITH ME THIS YEAR. LORD THANK YOU FOR LETTING ME EXPERIENCED 2013 WITH THEM. I LOVE YOU ALL SARANGHAE!! <3

AND this 2014, I hope i will still spend it with the people I love. LEt this year be a prosperous one to all of us. I know challenges, problems will always be a part of it but I pray that God will still help me overcome them and I know The people I love won't leave me. 

LET US TOGETHER SET OUR GOALS.. KEEP THE FAITH.. AND TOGETHER LET US REACH FOR OUR DREAMS THIS YEAR. LET THIS YEAR BE A BLESSING TO ALL OF US.. :))))

LET 2014 BE AN UNFORGETTABLE YEAR TO EACH ONE OF US.. 

IT IS NOT LETTING THINGS HAPPEN IT IS ABOUT MAKING THINGS HAPPEN..

GODBLESS!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE:)

SARANGHAE!!!!

She's The One - Review..Relate ^^,

She's The One..

A story a must watch. It is about two people who happened to be The Best of Friends but suddenly their friendship started to collapse because of one thing "LOVE". They both Love each other but they chose to stay on the safe zone, in "friendship", where there is no hurt, break-ups and second party problems. 

It is indeed a movie worth watching for. A story of friendship turning into a chaos because of Love and in that reason they started to realize that what they have or I must say What they HAD, which is starting to fade in front of them. 

This is what i felt while watching the movie. I never thought it was about Best friends to Lovers, because i wasn't watching trailers of the new movies. Awkward? why? Because it was like, I was watching my Life, My situation, My future and The most awkward thing is that I was watching while seated with MY BEST FRIEND in the cinema. I was like oh-my-what've-i-gotten-myself-into .. I laugh because of the idea that i was really watching it with him and to the thought that It's like we are watching ourselves.

While watching it, questions are replaying in my mind. questions like, "what does he think?", "Does he feels awkward like I do?", 

Ang dami kong gustong itanong habang nanunuod kami, parang habang nanunuod ako ang dami kong narerealize at ang daming mga tanong na nagsulputan sa isip ko. 

The movie made me realize na I must appreciate what I have because one day I know mawawala yun without me knowing. I saw myself dun sa girl sa movie, noong time na she kept her distance and keep chanting na "He is your Bestfriend, back-off", the times when she's not letting anyone in because she can't love anyone except her bestfriend. I really saw what might happen in Friendzone situation.

I realized it is really hard in this situation, when you just wanted to be his/her friend so you can stay by their side forever, so you can always be there for them. It is where we always choose to do what will make them happy even if we are not ask to do so, when you do everything just to help them even if it is really against your will. It is really hard knowing that He/She does not love you when in fact He/she do, and the most hurtful moment is when you've known that they do love you in times you are one step ahead from moving on. 

                             
The moment I heard this statement it's like I heard my bestfriend say it to me for the second time. I was like Oh myy. Seriously??? Am I really watching The movie or Am i watching my life? I agree with the statement. But seriously, this statement is just making the situation more complicated, without commitment? friendship? so it gives the permission to both of you to have a thing with other people but in the end you end up having problems, jealousy shows up, people try to tell you must not see each other because it is not rightful to see you hanging out together while you are committed to other people. See? Yes you chose to be on the safe zone, where there are no things such as BREAK-UPS, but you forgot it includes NO COMMITMENT, NO RIGHT TO BE A NAGGER, NO RIGHT TO BE JEALOUS, NO RIGHT TO ASK LIKE A GIRLFRIEND, why? BECAUSE YOU ARE JUST HIS/HER BESTFRIEND.

In the end I realized I am as coward as them, afraid of getting hurt, getting rejected, so I understand why they are choosing to stay as friends, in that way I can stay in his life without needing to be away when time comes. I want to stay forever in his life if possible. but i don't know. I really can't assure it. No one can say. But see? I can't choose because even if i want to I can't. 

here are additional quotable quotes from the movie:

Friendship is precious, but sometimes I know we must try, we must take risk at least one of us must so we can actually talk about it and settle it. The sooner, The better. 

So as I must say, In the end one thing remains in my mind. 

"VALUE WHAT WE HAVE, BEFORE WE REALIZED THAT WE DON'T HAVE THEM ANYMORE"

GC cells all over me???!!!!!! ^^,

A friend of mine, told me and my best friend "Kayo rin naman GC" .. The moment I heard it, i really don't know how to react. knowing she is our friend, more than anyone else she should know that we are not like that.

I am not hurt by what she said but by the meaning of it as she said it. It's like she told us "You are so GC, wala na kayo iniisip kundi grades, regardless of hurting other people". By the way she'd said it, I really felt that she meant it that way. 

I know we may cry at times because we get low grades. I know we complain when there are things worth complaining. I know i sometimes experience disappointments because of my grades, but HELLO?!!!!! I did not pull others down to be on top. I did not harm other people just to get higher grades. I did not became selfish of my answers to make them suffer while I win, in fact i share my answers to help them. 

I as a student, I can say I am Grade Conscious in a way that i want my efforts to be paid fair. I don't want to see my efforts and sacrifices turn into nothing. As a student I am task to learn, to study, to make it good in class. As a scholar of my parents, it is my responsibility to study well, to get good grades as a payment for their hard works. My parents are not getting money in the easiest way, therefore i should always keep in mind that my parents are getting tired, sacrificing everything for my future, in that reason I must at least do my best and consider their sacrifices always.

For those reasons given above, I may proudly say that I am not GC, I am just a student who do her best in school, which is the main reason why I go to school. I am just a daughter who fulfills the task given to me as a scholar of my parents.

So I may say. I don't care what other people say as long as I don't pull others to be on top, as long as i don't harm them to get good grades, I will still continue reaching my set goals. I don't care if they may see me as a GC person at least it is doing something good in me, it becomes a motivation to study and prove to them that whatever they say I am not affected because I know a lot of people believes in me and I believe in myself, I have GOD and I don't need them. 

1 Kings 1:52 

 "Want to leave an impression people will never forget? When someone tries to take advantage or make a fool of you, FIRE BACK WITH EVERY BIT OF KINDNESS YOU HAVE IN YOU"

ALL for LOVE a FATHER GAVE ^^,

 Yesterday, while watching this movie for the nth time, i cried again. Looking at the scenes where Jesus Christ is being beaten with a lot of instruments or materials built up with thorns, i was crying and at the same time i realize that my pain are not even half of what God had experienced. My church mate told us "see, tapos may karapatan pa tayong sumuko sa mga problema natin, kasi mahirap, masakit? samantalang si Jesus Christ lahat ng sakit tiniis para sa atin?"

It's true, we often think of giving up when we are facing a lot of problems in life. Haven't we realized that God suffered for us without even complaining of the pain. In fact our situations, our pain are not even half of what God experienced. I am not saying this because i am strong enough to say that i am not thinking of giving up sometimes. I do, in fact i always do, that's why i cried and i felt guilty because of what I've watched and what I've heard.  

While watching the movie clip, the song "All for Love is playing", so mas lalo akong naiyak and i started praying and asking for forgiveness. Ang sakit na malaman na si Jesus nasaktan para sa akin pero ako nakakaranas lang ng hirap gusto ko ng sumuko. Oo nga naiisip ko na tao lang ako, nahihirapan, hindi madali ang lahat, pero naalala ko nung pinarusahan ang Diyos para sa kasalanan ko TAO RIN SIYA. 

                                    

God gave up His only Son for me, for us, to pay our sins. In this reason I can say wala tayong karapatang magreklamo sa mga situation sa buhay natin na masakit, knowing na tiniis ni Jesus ang mga sakit para sa atin.

Challenges in Life are given to make us strong not to make us weaker. Hindi binibigay ni Lord ang mga pagsubok para mas lalo tayong pahirapan kundi para lumakas tayo at mas maging matibay sa mga darating pa.

If you are experiencing Difficulties in Life now, why not pray to God and ask for his help instead of complaining for your situation. I know it's hard, I've also experienced that not only once but many times. MAHIRAP magpasalamat sa mga panahong NAHIHIRAPAN ka. Pero I know we should. Sabi nga in times you are blessed thank God, but in times you are oppressed you should thank HIM MORE AND THE MOST.

Always remember "ALL THINGS WORK TOGETHER FOR GOOD", when we are experiencing hardships, we should keep in mind that after the pain there is A BIG BLESSING waiting for us.


QUOTE WE SHOULD KEEP IN MIND:   " THERE IS ALWAYS A RAINBOW AFTER THE RAIN" ..

THANK GOD ALWAYS. GOD BLESS! :)

We may be BESTFRIENDS by NAME but we are SISTERS BY SOUL ^^,

OHMYYYYYYYYY<: it's my first Blog and I really want to dedicate it to my 2 Crazy BestFriends who inspired me to make this blog. Inggit ako kay @Bunso ee<: okay let's start :)

1. 

We've known each other for almost 5 years now. Never have I imagined that we'll be bestfriends, kung titignan nga this is one of the so called "Pangyayaring Di mo Inakala".. But inspite of that Fact I am REALLY BLESSED to have them. Sometimes I asked God "LOrd, anong ginawa kong maganda para ibless mo ako ng mga kaibigan na katulad nila?" .. because of the reason na SOBRANG PINAGPALA akong KAIBIGAN ko sila.. 

SINO NGA BA SILA? SINO NGA BA ANG MGA KAIBIGAN KONG ITO?

"who is Pau for me?"

 

Pau is kind of person na mabait, childish like me. A supeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrr sweet and caring person. Siya ang tao na kahit isip bata, maaasahan mo na magbibigay sayo ng seryosong advice pag may problema ka yung tipong parang galing sa isang matanda. Siya ang taong kilala ko na moody, sumusunod yung mood niya sa buhok niya.. Pag nakalugay na yan isa lang ang linya ko "Ano ba yan Pau? Magipit ka nga, yung mood mo sumusunod nanaman sa buhok mo ee".. madalas ko man yan pagalitan, sa amin dalawa mas masasabi ko na mas mature siya magisip when it comes to serious things. Si pau ang nagturo sa kin na hindi masamang umiyak, ilabas mo lang, kasi in that way gagaan ang loob mo. Siya ay small but terrible. Grabe kaya galing niyan sa math. Pau can solve complicated equations in Math just like in life, kahit gaano pa kacomplicated yan di niya susukuan .. go lang. she'll find a way to surpass it. Pau is a bookworm like me. Yan ang kasama ko na kahit wala na kaming pera bibili pa rin kami ng libro. Si PAU ang tao na kahit di ko na madalas makasama ngayon, pag may problema ako, kahit gaano siya kabusy, kahit gaano na kalate, kahit nagaaral siya, kakausapin niya ako at tutulungan.Hindi niya ako iseset aside, instead iseset aside niya ang ginagawa niya para mapagaan lang loob ko. kahit minsan 12:00 na ng gabi tulog na yan, kakausapin pa rin niya ako, wag ko lang maramdaman mag-isa ako.. Pau is the bestfriend na nagpatunay na Distance is just a measurement, it is not a hindrance for a friendship. We may not see each other so often and malayo man kami sa isa't isa, it will never be a reason para makalimutan namin na magkaibigan kami at hindi ito magiging dahilan para mawala yung pagkakaibigan namin. Pau maybe far way in distance but SHE IS CLOSER TO MY HEART..

"who is Ela for me?"

Si ela, yan ang matatawag ko na PARTNER in Crime. Siya ang taong SOBRAAAAAAAAAAAA ang pasensiya. as in sobra talaga. Hindi yan marunong magalit. Kami pa ni Pau ang magagalit para sa kanya.. Sobrang bait ng taong yan. Ela is not an expressive person pero sweet siya in her own way. hindi man siya yung typical na maririnig mong magsasabi ng iloveyou or other sweet words. pero in her actions makikita mo yung pagkicare niya sayo. Si ela ang PINAKA- konsintidor samin. Siya yung pag alam niyang gusto mo, sasabihin lang niya sige bilhin mo at pag wala kang pera papahiram ka niya mabili mo lang kahit hindi mo kailangan basta gusto mo , Go lang. Si ela ang kasama ko pa rin hanggang ngayon, madalas man kami magkasama magtataka ka na ang dami pa rin namin napaguusapan at hindi nauubos. Ela knows when I am not okay kahit hindi ko sabihin. Siya ang tao na pag nasstress ako sasabihin niya "kaya mo yan bhoii, wag susuko".. ako ang iyakin na tao and Ela serves as my crying shoulder, alam na niya pag kailangan ko ng umiyak hindi siya magdadalawang isip na ioffer yung shoulder niya. Si ela hindi yan umiiyak madalang lang, pag sobrang worst na talaga and somehow i'm glad na i am there pag kailangan niya rin ng shoulder. The truth nung nasa LA Audi kami at sinabi niya na "Bhoii, PaHUG" , because of inis sa prof namin, dun ko naramdaman na sobrang kahit papaano nakakatulong din pala ako kay Ela, I felt na wow Bestfriend talaga niya ako. Ela is a model daughter, a very sweet Daughter and obedient one. Siya ang klase ng kaibigan na hindi man sweet pero pag kailangan mo NO SECOND THOUGHTS anjan siya agad para sayo. A living proof to the thought that FRIENDS WILL ALWAYS BE BY YOUR SIDE...

They are My bestfriends.. Sila ang mga tao na nagiging lakas ko tuwing naiisip ko na hindi ko na kaya. sila yung mga tao na nagpapaalala sa akin na hindi ako nagiisa.. PAu and Ela are the person na hindi man present sa lahat ng happenings sa buhay ko, hindi naman nila nakakalimutan yung mga importanteng okasyon sa buhay ko..

Sila ang tao na kahit bigyan man ako ng pagkakataon na piliing mawala sila sa buhay ko or hindi ko sila makilala, i will not take that chance. I am blessed to have them and i will never regret having them both. I will never think of replacing them in my life. Sila ay parang Diamonds, they are one of my PRICELESS TREASURES.. 

 I am thankful to GOD, Lord, Thank you kasi binigyan niyo po ako ng dalwang mababait, awesome friends with awesome personality. Thank you guys for everything,.. I know I am the kind of person na madrama, iyakin at kung ano ano pa, but still you accepted me for who i am and for what i am not.. Thank you for the positive thoughts everytime my negativity is acting. Thank you for always being there.. 

 Having you both ang laking bagay na, malaman ko lang na kahit ano pang maranasan ko may matatakbuhan ako napakalaking bagay na.. Guys di ko man kayo laging nakakasama i know whenever I need someone I have the both of you. I miss our talks, our kulitan, kaweirduhan, kabaliwan and many more.. IN SHORT I MISS THE BOTH OF YOU.. I know we'll all be succesful in the careers that we chose to take.. KAYA NATIN TO GUYS<: we have each other always, :)

GUYS I AM ALSO HERE FOR YOU ALWAYS.. I LOVE THE BOTH OF YOU.. WHATEVER HAPPENS LET'S STAY BEST FRIENDS FROM INFINITY AND BEYOND :) THANK YOU GUYS.. <: GODBLESS ALWAYS..