You Are Priceless

Luke 12:6–7

6 Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies? Yet not one of them is forgotten by God. 7 Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don’t be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows.

Sometimes we think of less of ourselves, others take us for granted, and sometimes others makes us feel worthless, but God sees us differently.We are Precious in God's eyes, we are more worth than any Gold and we are more precious than any Gem this world could offer. Siguro marami kang nagawang masama, kasalanan but that doesn't mean you are loved by God less. Tandaan sabi nga dun sa verse sa taas yung sparrow nga di kinakalimutan ni Lord, IKAW PA KAYA. Kung dahil lang sa guilt kaya ka di nakakalapit kay Lord, forget it. GOD is merciful enough to forgive you. Importante ka, special ka, mahalaga ka sa harap ng Diyos, kaya walang rason para isipin mo na wala kang kwenta. hayan mo yung ibang tao na kung tingin nila sayo ay wala lang, lagi mong itanim sa isip mo na may Isang Diyos na Pinahahalagahan ka, na di ka kinakalimutan, na namatay para mailigtas ka.



When problems flood our minds and unexpected situations fill our daily lives we often think that " di ko na kaya, na wala na kong halaga, na masyado ng masakit, na wala naman kwenta yung buhay natin", this statements are the very reason why 800,000 people every year decide to cut their lives. I hope that this verse will help them see na MAHALAGA SILA sa DIYOS na hindi solution ang pagpapakamatay. Siguro nga hindi ko alam ang pakiramdam ng mga tao na sobrang daming problem. Pero minsan sana naiisip rin nila na they are blessed, kasi di ibibigay ni Lord yung pagsubok kung di mo kaya and after nung problem sigurado a blessing is waiting for you. Sana minsan maisip nila na kahit marami silang problema may mga bagay pa rin na dapat ipagpasalamat sa Diyos na kahit may problema sila GOD is always there and GOD is always in CONTROL.



Minsan nakapanuod ako ng video dito sa Facebook, shared by my friend and the video says:


" A box of a pizza is nothing, because it only cost cents but You see when we buy a pizza through delivery we will always look for the box not because of the box itself but because of the pizza inside"

Tama, Parang tayo lang yung box nung pizza, oo nga at napakaliit lang ng halaga mo pero hindi yun ang tinitignan ng tao kundi yung tatak na meron ka. Ikaw yung box ng pizza at si Lord yung tatak mo ibigsabihin hindi lang cents ang halaga mo dahil na sa iyo si Lord. YOU ARE PRICELESS.

Metamorphosis.

 Metamorphosis is defined as the process of transformation from an immature form to an adult form in two or more distinct stages.

I think everyone of us undergoes metamorphosis each year, we become more mature than our previous self, we learn from our experiences, we may change, yes but we are still us. Like a butterfly, it may undergo changes but still it is called a butterfly in the end, it may be a caterpillar but then eventually it will become butterfly, it is the same in us humans, we may change but we will still be called the same, we are still the same person, you may look different, have a different name, age, skin color, and a lot more, but deep inside you are still you and you can never change that.  In tgagalog “ikaw ay ikaw, magbago ka man ng pangalan, itsura or whatever, ikaw pa rin yan, di ka mapapalitan at hindi ka magiging ibang tao.” so i hope we will undergo changes, changes for the better this coming 2015. :)

So today is exactly the last day of the year. Ang bilis, I started writing my blog September 2013, see, 2 years na nga.  I never thought na matatagalan ko ang pagbablog, maybe because I always sign up on social networks but still end up not using them, pero having a blog, I think it is the relaxing way of using the internet. Being able to express what you feel without restraints is the biggest help of this blog for me and I am really happy to have it. 

This year 2014 became a blessed year for me, more awesome and much better year compared for the past years, but of course meron pa ring mga bad happenings which can’t be avoided, pero okay lang yun, kasi yun yung mga bagay na nakakapagbigay ng thrill sa buhay natin, yung mga pangyayaring akala mo susuko ka na, akala mo di mo na kaya, bibigay ka na, minsan nga nagpapakamatay ka pa, pero look until now buhay ka pa, much stronger because of the trials that you’ve faced, strong enough to battle the coming year. 

The year 2014 would not be awesome if weren’t for the person up there above guiding us, so Lord maraming maraming Thank You po, and to all the people who have been with me through out the year, friends, family, relatives Thank You and I Love You.

Before the year ends, I want to leave a remarkable lesson I have learned, 

“In order to be happy, count what you have not what you want to have”

Gusto kong marealize natin na, true happiness comes from simple things. Siguro sasabihin ng iba na hindi nagging mabuti yung year sa kanila, kasi they did not receive the things they want, but then let me tell you, maybe God has a purpose kung bakit di yun dumating, maybe God has something better in store for you. Oo nga at minsan you are not well off like others, you can’t have everything you want, pero can’t you be happy? Tignan mo in the positive side, you have clothes, food, shelter, or you have your family. Minsan kasi, tinitignan natin lagi yung wala tayo kaya akala natin sobrang sama sa atin ng Diyos, dahil doon, di natin nakikita yung mga bagay na binibigay niya na mas kailangan natin, na mas makakabuti sa atin. 

Siguro sa mga makakabasa ditto, sasabihin nila kasi mayaman siya, ai siguro kasi kaya niyang bilhin lahat. No, I am not rich in terms of money but I am rich in terms of love and I know how it feels to have nothing, to want something you can’t have, yung feeling na all of your friends have it and you don’t, I know how it feels but that did not make me love my parents less, make my faith in the Lord less because I understand how hard it is for my parents to send me to school, to provide for our needs and yun yung blessings ko yung nakakapagaral ako. 

In the generation today, people think na to be happy kailangan meron ka lahat, “ipod, ipad, cellphone and everything” but that is not right, can you not be happy sa kung anong meron ka, e ano ngayon kung ang cellphone nila iphone, atleast may cellphone ka nagagamit mo. Remember others maybe mayaman pero minsan kahit mayaman sila, hindi sila masaya, yes they can buy everything but not happiness. 

So before this year ends, let us thank God for all the things we have, for all the lessons we have learned and for all the simple joys he provided us with. 

Let the coming year be a Prosperous one for all of us, an Awesome, extravagant, unexplainable, great, magnificent year for all. I hope that this coming year everyone will realize how important the little things are, how important the things we already have. Yes, you do not have everything but you can always work hard to have them one by one and maybe in God’s right time you will have everything you’ve been praying for.

So, I will end here, I hope you have learned something. 

Let us all have A mind-blowing, Heart-bursting New Year.  God Bless and Take Care.

Dear Future Me..

 Well, this essay was supposed to be an entry to an online contest, but sadly i wasn't able to finish it on time, so i did not passed it at all. 

 The first time I read about the topic on the said contest, i am really not convinced if i must join or not, because hello, how will i write to my future self? what will i say? how will i answer in return? But then again i still tried to construct an essay which i would really love to submit, but i guess that just how life goes, you must keep up :)

 So here is my unfinished piece.

Live the Unlived Live

“Don't be afraid of death; be afraid of an unlived life” an author named Natalie Babbitt once said in her book. Life is a series of chances and a rollercoaster of happiness and regrets. It is a multiple choice type of examination, in which we are given innumerable choices. Life was never an easy ride to take, there were endless battles to be won, temptations to be avoided and a lot of surprises to look forward to. We can never predict what will happen now, tomorrow or even what lies ahead of us, but we can always live what is in front of us now. If we are given the chance to watch our life fifty years from now, are we going to cry because of happiness, are we going to celebrate our success, can we proudly say “I have no regrets”, or we are just going to cry over the chances we have missed, the challenges we have failed and those times where we gave up. When we are old enough to even work, and all we could do is to sit back and reminisce, can we proudly say that we have lived life to its fullest and enjoyed everything that life has laid at our feet or we will realized that we have never lived at all. 

To my 100 year old self, “Are you still alive and enjoying the life you’ve worked hard for?” is the first question I would like to ask today on your 100th birthday. Many years have pass, I know you are now well acquainted on how life works. Have you successfully finished your chosen career? Did you already use those notebooks you’ve been keeping for years? Can you say that you are finally not afraid to take risk on anything? Did you become an optimist while dealing with life’s circumstances? I would also love to hear if you end up with someone whom you’ve been praying for ever since. I have a lot of questions I would like you to answer, but this letter won’t be enough, so I hope you could at least answer a few on your reply. I know life was never easy for you but I hope you never gave up on chasing your dreams and you could finally answer if you really have live the life you wanted to. I want you to tell me and the world that you have live life with no regrets to haunt you down. Lastly, can you proudly say that you have really live?

Today, I am celebrating my 100 years of existence in this wonderfully created world. Life did not become a piece of cake for me, but I am indeed grateful to be blessed with another year. I am overflowing with joy and as a promise to myself; I would answer the letter above, written 80 years ago by me. 

That's what I have finished.

I really can't finished it, i don't know why, but maybe because i don't know if i am still alive then, but i would really be blessed if i am, but aside from that, it is maybe because the future i am picturing in my head is not yet clear to be revealed, to be detailed and to be written.

But if i were to answer i would love to say, that yes I am successful, yes I am living the life i have wanted, I want to answer that I have accomplished my goals, that I do not have regrets, that I indeed live.

Thinking about it, "without regrets" is really impossible i think, because whatever situation we may be in, i know that each one of us will always have that one thing that we are afraid to do, we are afraid to say, and that's where our regrets come from, maybe others will say, "Oh, I am a risk taker", but hey, i'll say, you may be a risk taker but i know you still got that one thing you are afraid to do or say.

An important lesson I learned in this contest is that :

"Life won't wait, Life will go on and on, so we must make the most out of it and Live it"

-- till next time.
Bless YOUUUUUU <3
 

Unplanned Trips turns out to be the Best Ones ^^,

ROAD TRIP

PAMPANGA----> BATANGAS---->TAGAYTAY----.LAGUNA---->PAMPANGA

Actually, this roadtrip is seriously a extemporaneous idea only. This was decided because, while we were about to sleep, we keep pestering my Dad, saying "why don't we go on a vacation or something, so this holy week won't be boring and all", so to cut the story short we won and got the vacation we've wanted. 

Rise and Shine, at exactly 4:30am we were already on the road, travelling our way to our first destination. :) and this photo was taken while we were on the expressway. a breath taking view indeed, to see the sun shine, it is like watching new chances, new challenges rising today in your life. 

To our next stop Batangas, well, it is indeed a beautiful place, here I saw really awesome cute houses for workers. Nothing Special we just visited it to see the place:) 

On Our way to Tagaytay we saw this Castle, It's beautiful indeed, and I know someday I will have my own Prince and we will build our own castle together.

Then we went to, Tagaytay, of course it's already Lunch Time we really need to eat. Our stomachs are already growling because of hunger. We tried their famous beefs menus. And As I must day their food is really great. SO This picture was taken while we were waiting for the food. And I was amazed that even though we are against the light we can come up with still a beautiful photography. This is seriously and truthfully with no filter.  "A family that eats and pray together, stays together forever" .. 

So after we eat. We decided to go home and take the Sta. Rosa Exit but due to circumstances we we're not able to exit there, so we took the road passing the baranggay casile, we really don't know the road well, and it is creepy because there were few passer by's and few cars. Then it is a rough Road, literally a "road na pababa ng bundok". the curves we're very sharp and my heart is like stop beating everytime we pass those sharp curves. Then we were laughing and saying this is really the best roadtrip, it includes thrilling adventures. Then suddenly before we reach the expressway we were able to see another Marcos Mansion, which I did not even know exist. It was really a beautiful home.

This is the Marcos Mansion :) I am really Grateful I saw it..

then we finally reach the expressway and everything was history :)

In Life It is the same, It is an endless roadtrip. It has its own rough roads but that what makes life more thrilling, Those unknown adventures that we don't see coming are what makes life an exciting one. 

"Life without Problems is a lifeless boring life, so when you have problems consider them your adventures which makes life more thrilling and which makes your victories the sweetest,"

My Role Models in Life ^^,

EXODUS 20:12

"Honor your father and your mother, so that 

you may live long in the land the LORD your

 God is giving you.

They were your FIRST TEACHER.

They are our biological parents. 

They are our first known SUPER HEROES.

They were your IDOLS, before those known bands, singers and artists.

THEY WERE SIMPLY YOUR FIRST LOVE.

OUR PARENTS

They are the person we first called, the moment we are given the chance to speak. They were known to become the first words we can utter, the "MaMa" and "DaDa". They were the first faces we saw the moment we are able to use our sense of sight. They were the first voices we have recognize through our sense of hearing, the one to sing you those endless lullabies until you sleep. They were the ones who endured those sleepless nights just to give us milk, attend to our needs and simply to watch us fall asleep first. 

Our Parents have sacrificed a lot just to raise us and give us the life we deserve to have. 

Looking back Let us see what are those sacrifices.

OUR MOTHER

She carried you nine months, endured those back pains, heavy feeling, morning sickness and drinking of loads of vitamins just to make sure you go out into this world as a healthy, wonderful and awesome child. But then her role doesn't end there, the moment we are born into this world, she will feed you, be an all nighter just to make sure you are well taken care of, to make sure our needs are given, regardless of that she still loves you. our Mom, became our first teacher, taught us how to live life. She will sacrificed anything just to give you what you want. Still, seriously, who would object to the statement that, until now our mothers sill checks if you have eaten, did your assignments, took a bath, bring umbrella and other random sweet stuffs. She still managed to look after us even if you are old enough to be taken care off..

OUR FATHER

He is our SUPERMAN. HE is the one who thought you to be brave. He who works endlessly just to provide you with the things you need. He is your knight in shinning armor, your fighter who will fight for you and with you any battle you have ahead. He is the one who made your milk when Mom is doing something, the one who sing lullabies for you and sway you in his arms until you sleep. He is your first Love. Our First Mentor. He sacrificed his times to be with you just to work and provide us financially. He surely is the one who is even though tired, will still managed to smile at you and play with you. Our father is the first one who taught us to follow rules in order to be a good person. He simply is the person who became your IDOL and ROLE MODEL in life.

Let me be Honest here, I sometimes feel "tampo" to my parents but regardless of that I am Blessed and never thought of replacing them. I sometimes think they love me less but that doesn't mean i love them less also. I love them and i also understand that sometimes, they are tired to compliment my works, that sometimes they run out of words to say they are proud of me. Regardless of certain situations I never get mad at them, tampo Yes but not to feel anger against them. 

I, Myself, also realized how big their sacrifices for me, their sacrifices just to provide the things i need. I am blessed to have a parents like them, the God-Fearing parents, ever so mabait, kalog and cool parents. What I am today is BECAUSE OF THEM. They are the parents who have a lot of patience, when you can't they understand you can't but they won't give up they will pressure until you see that you can see that you are capable and it is for your own good. at this times i really fell pressured but I know it is for my own good. 

This blog I want to say to them THANK YOU MOM AND DAD. I am really blessed to have you, I am greatful to have you. I am indeed thankful for the Love, Care and material things you have provided me. I know sometimes I am pasaway but you know I love you. I will make you proud just bare with me a little more. I LOVE YOU..

Maybe others would ask, what is the point of me writing this? The reason is simply because I want to make everyone realized how our parents sacrificed half of their lives providing for us and a simple I Love You is somehow enough to give back, a Thank You is not hard to give. And most of all taking care of them when they are old and can't provide for themselves is not hard to do so.

You are what you are because of them. I want for us to realize that when they are old and can't provide for themselves, it won't hurt our pockets to give back to them.

I really feel sad for those children who let their parents work for others even if they are old, who put their parents to the home for the aged instead of taking care of them. will it hurt you to take care of them? to Love them the way they did with you. I may not be in their shoes but i really can't understand their reasons and rationales why they are doing that.

REMEMBER:   

LOve Your Parents. It won't make you less of yourself if you would give back what they have given you. :>

The Rough Roads of 2k13 that prepared us for the coming 2k14

This Year for me can be compared to a really rough road. It made me tripped a lot of times, fall in the ground, cry and learn to stand up again. It had taught me a lot of things I should always keep in mind. This year made me experienced a lot of emotions, i cried, i laughed, i got mad, pissed off, disappointed and a lot more. And this Year indeed became a blessing for me in a lot of ways that i could have imagined.

And before this year ends, I want to thank those persons who have helped me in successfully finishing this year :)

first ..  of course..

GOD 

The Very First Person who never left me, the person who provided for my needs,  the person who is always there for me,regardless of what situation I may be in . God never left me, despite of the fact that a lot of times I fall short. God always understands me. When I am about to give up, God is the greatest factor why i always choose to go on. He always reminds me that I can because I have Him. God is the first person who made it possible for me to accomplished my goals this 2013 successfully without giving up. THANK YOU LORD. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH <:

 MY FAMILY

My Family, They provide me with everything that I have needed this year. They also showered me with so much Love to remind me that they always got my back :) Even though sometimes we don't agree on some things and fight over simple things, I know we love each other so much that we choose to solve the problem rather than make it worse. I thank my Family for not leaving my side and always being there to guide me.. THANK YOU. I SO LOVE YOU VERY MUCCCCCCCCCCCCCHHHHH <3

MY YOUTH FAMILY

Thank You guys for always being there to give me advises. For always reminding me to believe in myself and always have faith in God. Thank you for helping me forget my stress in a way that you always let me join our OH SO MEMORABLE BONDING TIMES. THANK YOU VERY MUCCCHHHHH.. <: I LOVE YOU BIG TIME GUYS<:

MY FOREVER BARKADA

Guys You know You always Hold a special place in my heart. We became a Barkada for 2 years now. since 2012. I thank you both for always staying by my side no matter what. Thank you for letting me experienced what its like to have a barkada. Thank you guys for being the younger sisters i never had. Thank you for letting me experienced how it is to be responsible for your little sisters, how to give advises when it comes to their love life. THANK you POSH AND BABES. I AM THANKFUL THAT I HAVE accomplished 2013 with the both of you :) 

POSH

Thank You posh for being there for me, thank you for the advise, for listening to my endless drama, for helping me when i need a hand. Thank you posh na hindi ka nagbabago, thank you na tinuturing mo ako as your ate. Posh it means a lot to me having you here. Thank you posh for the laughters that we've shared this 2013, for the tears that we've both witnessed, for the problems that we have overcome together and for the LOVE and FRIENDSHIP that we've shared. THANK YOU POSH. THANK YOU for making my 2013 a memorable one and Please Let us make more memories this coming 2014 together. Let us accomplished our goals together. You know I love you <: THANK YOU POSH <3

BABES

THANK YOU babes, kahit minsan may topak ka, ay madalas pala, alam ko na maaasahan kita kahit anong oras. Thank you Babes, for being with me from the beginning of this year until the end, Thank you babes for the times that we've shared together. Thank you for the overnights, late night talks, movie marathons, asar moments that i have done with you . Thank you BABES for everything. I am grateful for experiencing 2013 with you. Please let us still be together in experiencing the coming 2014. I LOVE YOU BABES> SET YOU GOALS. and let us reach our dreams this coming 2014. THANK YOU <3

MY BEST FRIENDS

DJ

I want to thank You for having you for another year, so okay we've been friends now for 8 years. Thank you for not leaving my side even though I know i am hard headed sometimes (ok... MAYBE ALL THE TIME). THANK YOU sa pagtitiyaga sa year na to sa ugali ko. I am thankful for having you, Thank you for your super magagandang advises. for your super effective encouragements. Seriously Just thank you for being there for me this year. Thank You for the times na kahit hirap na hirap ka din, kahit alam kong stress ka rin sa school you still make time to encouraged me, alam mo naman sa ating dalawa ako na, ako na talaga ang negative thinker. Salamat dj na kahit pasaway ako di ka nagsasawa na paalalahanan ako sa mga dapat at hindi dapat. Thank You seriously for another unforgettable year with you. Salamat best, blue, brix, dj .. :) THANK YOU VERY MUCH. I hope will still be facing the coming 2014 together<: KAYA NATIN YAN> FIGHTING <: HAVE FAITH. remember WE ARE THE ENCOURAGERS  <: GODBLESS!!! :)

BHOII 

Bhoii THANK YOU. Okay thank you for having you this year. I am really blessed to have you. You always served as my shoulder to cry on, my listener, my adviser and simply my best friend. Bhoii i am thankful na we still have each other this year 2013. And i am thankful that I will still have you in the coming year and on the many more years coming. Thanks bhoii for making school life's mas madali :> because i've got you. Thank You bhoii for the stress, laughters, tears that we have shared this year and for the problems that we have overcome together. Thank you bhoii for always believing in me and my abilities. Thanks bhoii for an unforgettable year with you. I LOVE YOU BHOII .. <3 HAPPY NEW YEAR :) 

BUNSO

Bunso, I know you are nagtatampo, sorry for being busy, and not able to help you with your problems. Pau thank you for being with me this year, may be not physically but by heart. For being a friend whom i can talk to when i am crying over something when i am really stressed out and i am about to give up. Thanks Pau for being a call way from me. Pau You Know i love you. Always remember that you've got me, we've got each other, let us face 2014 with courage. :) Together let us reach for our dreams Pau. I love you very Much. Thank YOU VERY MUCCCCCCCCH <3

MY CLOSE FRIENDS

MYRTLELOVES

Myrtle, Thank You na natatawagan kita pag may problem ako. You know that this year mas lalo tayong naging close, our friendship became deeper. Tle even though hindi tayo ganun katagal pa na magkaibigan, nevermind, because you know that its like i've known you long enough to tell you anything when i feel like too. Thanks tle for listening to my paulit-ulit na drama, when i am loosing my confidence, thank you for boosting it up. And Tle I will always bring "ALL is Well" in the coming years. Thank You tle. Let us enjoy 2014 together, overcome problems with each other and together let us reach for our dreams. Thank You tle for being a shoulder to cry on. I LOVE YOU TLE:) Thank YOU VERRYYYY MUUUCCCHHH <:

CHINGUS

Chingus, Thank You for everything. Salamat na you let us join you for this school year. Thank you for the gift of friendship. It is one the highlight of My year, yung maging isang chingu. Thank You for being the sweet, kalog, childish, and SUPER AWESOME FRIENDS. Chingus you know I love you. Yah! JUGULE! <: enjoy your year and let us spend the coming 2014 together, Arasso?! :) Saranghae Chingus. GOMAWO!!!! GAMSAHAMNIDA!!!!!!!!! :))) 

MOMZ

Momz, I Know i should Thank you for the confidence boosters, for comfort hugs and for reminding me how much you love me, and how much you believe in me so I must believe in myself. Thank You momz. Thank You for being there when I am about to break down and give up. Thanks Momz. I know I may not text you all the time but you know I love You Momz. I pray That i will still have you by my side this coming 2014 and in the coming years . I LOVE YOU MOMZ. THANK YOU VERY MUCH. :)






2013 IS INDEED a remarkable year for me. I experienced a lot of disappointments that made me cry, made me want to give up, push me to my limit, made me nearly broke down. This year i've experienced a lot of happy moments with the persons i Love. And this year made me realized how much i must treasure those persons who never abandoned me, who never get tired in helping me, understanding me and loving me no matter what. I AM REALLY BLESSED TO HAVE THOSE PEOPLE WITH ME THIS YEAR. LORD THANK YOU FOR LETTING ME EXPERIENCED 2013 WITH THEM. I LOVE YOU ALL SARANGHAE!! <3

AND this 2014, I hope i will still spend it with the people I love. LEt this year be a prosperous one to all of us. I know challenges, problems will always be a part of it but I pray that God will still help me overcome them and I know The people I love won't leave me. 

LET US TOGETHER SET OUR GOALS.. KEEP THE FAITH.. AND TOGETHER LET US REACH FOR OUR DREAMS THIS YEAR. LET THIS YEAR BE A BLESSING TO ALL OF US.. :))))

LET 2014 BE AN UNFORGETTABLE YEAR TO EACH ONE OF US.. 

IT IS NOT LETTING THINGS HAPPEN IT IS ABOUT MAKING THINGS HAPPEN..

GODBLESS!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE:)

SARANGHAE!!!!

She's The One - Review..Relate ^^,

She's The One..

A story a must watch. It is about two people who happened to be The Best of Friends but suddenly their friendship started to collapse because of one thing "LOVE". They both Love each other but they chose to stay on the safe zone, in "friendship", where there is no hurt, break-ups and second party problems. 

It is indeed a movie worth watching for. A story of friendship turning into a chaos because of Love and in that reason they started to realize that what they have or I must say What they HAD, which is starting to fade in front of them. 

This is what i felt while watching the movie. I never thought it was about Best friends to Lovers, because i wasn't watching trailers of the new movies. Awkward? why? Because it was like, I was watching my Life, My situation, My future and The most awkward thing is that I was watching while seated with MY BEST FRIEND in the cinema. I was like oh-my-what've-i-gotten-myself-into .. I laugh because of the idea that i was really watching it with him and to the thought that It's like we are watching ourselves.

While watching it, questions are replaying in my mind. questions like, "what does he think?", "Does he feels awkward like I do?", 

Ang dami kong gustong itanong habang nanunuod kami, parang habang nanunuod ako ang dami kong narerealize at ang daming mga tanong na nagsulputan sa isip ko. 

The movie made me realize na I must appreciate what I have because one day I know mawawala yun without me knowing. I saw myself dun sa girl sa movie, noong time na she kept her distance and keep chanting na "He is your Bestfriend, back-off", the times when she's not letting anyone in because she can't love anyone except her bestfriend. I really saw what might happen in Friendzone situation.

I realized it is really hard in this situation, when you just wanted to be his/her friend so you can stay by their side forever, so you can always be there for them. It is where we always choose to do what will make them happy even if we are not ask to do so, when you do everything just to help them even if it is really against your will. It is really hard knowing that He/She does not love you when in fact He/she do, and the most hurtful moment is when you've known that they do love you in times you are one step ahead from moving on. 

                             
The moment I heard this statement it's like I heard my bestfriend say it to me for the second time. I was like Oh myy. Seriously??? Am I really watching The movie or Am i watching my life? I agree with the statement. But seriously, this statement is just making the situation more complicated, without commitment? friendship? so it gives the permission to both of you to have a thing with other people but in the end you end up having problems, jealousy shows up, people try to tell you must not see each other because it is not rightful to see you hanging out together while you are committed to other people. See? Yes you chose to be on the safe zone, where there are no things such as BREAK-UPS, but you forgot it includes NO COMMITMENT, NO RIGHT TO BE A NAGGER, NO RIGHT TO BE JEALOUS, NO RIGHT TO ASK LIKE A GIRLFRIEND, why? BECAUSE YOU ARE JUST HIS/HER BESTFRIEND.

In the end I realized I am as coward as them, afraid of getting hurt, getting rejected, so I understand why they are choosing to stay as friends, in that way I can stay in his life without needing to be away when time comes. I want to stay forever in his life if possible. but i don't know. I really can't assure it. No one can say. But see? I can't choose because even if i want to I can't. 

here are additional quotable quotes from the movie:

Friendship is precious, but sometimes I know we must try, we must take risk at least one of us must so we can actually talk about it and settle it. The sooner, The better. 

So as I must say, In the end one thing remains in my mind. 

"VALUE WHAT WE HAVE, BEFORE WE REALIZED THAT WE DON'T HAVE THEM ANYMORE"