Entry #5

It's been a while..

I really don't how to start this. Ni hindi ko alam anong dapat kong sabihin. Pinakamasakit palang marinig at maranasan na rejection ay mula sa magulang. When they start doubting you, when they start to have tampo to you. When even if you say sorry di na nila maappreciate kasi wala na natapos na. When you feel like suddenly you don't exist anymore. You suddenly feel like you died. You've lost the very reason you wake up everyday, the very reason you work hard.  You've lost the reason you're living for.


I lost myself, I lost the people who defines who I am. I don't know where to start again. What to do. Who to talk to.  I just want to sleep, to take a rest to just have a break.