GC cells all over me???!!!!!! ^^,

A friend of mine, told me and my best friend "Kayo rin naman GC" .. The moment I heard it, i really don't know how to react. knowing she is our friend, more than anyone else she should know that we are not like that.

I am not hurt by what she said but by the meaning of it as she said it. It's like she told us "You are so GC, wala na kayo iniisip kundi grades, regardless of hurting other people". By the way she'd said it, I really felt that she meant it that way. 

I know we may cry at times because we get low grades. I know we complain when there are things worth complaining. I know i sometimes experience disappointments because of my grades, but HELLO?!!!!! I did not pull others down to be on top. I did not harm other people just to get higher grades. I did not became selfish of my answers to make them suffer while I win, in fact i share my answers to help them. 

I as a student, I can say I am Grade Conscious in a way that i want my efforts to be paid fair. I don't want to see my efforts and sacrifices turn into nothing. As a student I am task to learn, to study, to make it good in class. As a scholar of my parents, it is my responsibility to study well, to get good grades as a payment for their hard works. My parents are not getting money in the easiest way, therefore i should always keep in mind that my parents are getting tired, sacrificing everything for my future, in that reason I must at least do my best and consider their sacrifices always.

For those reasons given above, I may proudly say that I am not GC, I am just a student who do her best in school, which is the main reason why I go to school. I am just a daughter who fulfills the task given to me as a scholar of my parents.

So I may say. I don't care what other people say as long as I don't pull others to be on top, as long as i don't harm them to get good grades, I will still continue reaching my set goals. I don't care if they may see me as a GC person at least it is doing something good in me, it becomes a motivation to study and prove to them that whatever they say I am not affected because I know a lot of people believes in me and I believe in myself, I have GOD and I don't need them. 

1 Kings 1:52 

 "Want to leave an impression people will never forget? When someone tries to take advantage or make a fool of you, FIRE BACK WITH EVERY BIT OF KINDNESS YOU HAVE IN YOU"

ALL for LOVE a FATHER GAVE ^^,

 Yesterday, while watching this movie for the nth time, i cried again. Looking at the scenes where Jesus Christ is being beaten with a lot of instruments or materials built up with thorns, i was crying and at the same time i realize that my pain are not even half of what God had experienced. My church mate told us "see, tapos may karapatan pa tayong sumuko sa mga problema natin, kasi mahirap, masakit? samantalang si Jesus Christ lahat ng sakit tiniis para sa atin?"

It's true, we often think of giving up when we are facing a lot of problems in life. Haven't we realized that God suffered for us without even complaining of the pain. In fact our situations, our pain are not even half of what God experienced. I am not saying this because i am strong enough to say that i am not thinking of giving up sometimes. I do, in fact i always do, that's why i cried and i felt guilty because of what I've watched and what I've heard.  

While watching the movie clip, the song "All for Love is playing", so mas lalo akong naiyak and i started praying and asking for forgiveness. Ang sakit na malaman na si Jesus nasaktan para sa akin pero ako nakakaranas lang ng hirap gusto ko ng sumuko. Oo nga naiisip ko na tao lang ako, nahihirapan, hindi madali ang lahat, pero naalala ko nung pinarusahan ang Diyos para sa kasalanan ko TAO RIN SIYA. 

                                    

God gave up His only Son for me, for us, to pay our sins. In this reason I can say wala tayong karapatang magreklamo sa mga situation sa buhay natin na masakit, knowing na tiniis ni Jesus ang mga sakit para sa atin.

Challenges in Life are given to make us strong not to make us weaker. Hindi binibigay ni Lord ang mga pagsubok para mas lalo tayong pahirapan kundi para lumakas tayo at mas maging matibay sa mga darating pa.

If you are experiencing Difficulties in Life now, why not pray to God and ask for his help instead of complaining for your situation. I know it's hard, I've also experienced that not only once but many times. MAHIRAP magpasalamat sa mga panahong NAHIHIRAPAN ka. Pero I know we should. Sabi nga in times you are blessed thank God, but in times you are oppressed you should thank HIM MORE AND THE MOST.

Always remember "ALL THINGS WORK TOGETHER FOR GOOD", when we are experiencing hardships, we should keep in mind that after the pain there is A BIG BLESSING waiting for us.


QUOTE WE SHOULD KEEP IN MIND:   " THERE IS ALWAYS A RAINBOW AFTER THE RAIN" ..

THANK GOD ALWAYS. GOD BLESS! :)

We may be BESTFRIENDS by NAME but we are SISTERS BY SOUL ^^,

OHMYYYYYYYYY<: it's my first Blog and I really want to dedicate it to my 2 Crazy BestFriends who inspired me to make this blog. Inggit ako kay @Bunso ee<: okay let's start :)

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We've known each other for almost 5 years now. Never have I imagined that we'll be bestfriends, kung titignan nga this is one of the so called "Pangyayaring Di mo Inakala".. But inspite of that Fact I am REALLY BLESSED to have them. Sometimes I asked God "LOrd, anong ginawa kong maganda para ibless mo ako ng mga kaibigan na katulad nila?" .. because of the reason na SOBRANG PINAGPALA akong KAIBIGAN ko sila.. 

SINO NGA BA SILA? SINO NGA BA ANG MGA KAIBIGAN KONG ITO?

"who is Pau for me?"

 

Pau is kind of person na mabait, childish like me. A supeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrr sweet and caring person. Siya ang tao na kahit isip bata, maaasahan mo na magbibigay sayo ng seryosong advice pag may problema ka yung tipong parang galing sa isang matanda. Siya ang taong kilala ko na moody, sumusunod yung mood niya sa buhok niya.. Pag nakalugay na yan isa lang ang linya ko "Ano ba yan Pau? Magipit ka nga, yung mood mo sumusunod nanaman sa buhok mo ee".. madalas ko man yan pagalitan, sa amin dalawa mas masasabi ko na mas mature siya magisip when it comes to serious things. Si pau ang nagturo sa kin na hindi masamang umiyak, ilabas mo lang, kasi in that way gagaan ang loob mo. Siya ay small but terrible. Grabe kaya galing niyan sa math. Pau can solve complicated equations in Math just like in life, kahit gaano pa kacomplicated yan di niya susukuan .. go lang. she'll find a way to surpass it. Pau is a bookworm like me. Yan ang kasama ko na kahit wala na kaming pera bibili pa rin kami ng libro. Si PAU ang tao na kahit di ko na madalas makasama ngayon, pag may problema ako, kahit gaano siya kabusy, kahit gaano na kalate, kahit nagaaral siya, kakausapin niya ako at tutulungan.Hindi niya ako iseset aside, instead iseset aside niya ang ginagawa niya para mapagaan lang loob ko. kahit minsan 12:00 na ng gabi tulog na yan, kakausapin pa rin niya ako, wag ko lang maramdaman mag-isa ako.. Pau is the bestfriend na nagpatunay na Distance is just a measurement, it is not a hindrance for a friendship. We may not see each other so often and malayo man kami sa isa't isa, it will never be a reason para makalimutan namin na magkaibigan kami at hindi ito magiging dahilan para mawala yung pagkakaibigan namin. Pau maybe far way in distance but SHE IS CLOSER TO MY HEART..

"who is Ela for me?"

Si ela, yan ang matatawag ko na PARTNER in Crime. Siya ang taong SOBRAAAAAAAAAAAA ang pasensiya. as in sobra talaga. Hindi yan marunong magalit. Kami pa ni Pau ang magagalit para sa kanya.. Sobrang bait ng taong yan. Ela is not an expressive person pero sweet siya in her own way. hindi man siya yung typical na maririnig mong magsasabi ng iloveyou or other sweet words. pero in her actions makikita mo yung pagkicare niya sayo. Si ela ang PINAKA- konsintidor samin. Siya yung pag alam niyang gusto mo, sasabihin lang niya sige bilhin mo at pag wala kang pera papahiram ka niya mabili mo lang kahit hindi mo kailangan basta gusto mo , Go lang. Si ela ang kasama ko pa rin hanggang ngayon, madalas man kami magkasama magtataka ka na ang dami pa rin namin napaguusapan at hindi nauubos. Ela knows when I am not okay kahit hindi ko sabihin. Siya ang tao na pag nasstress ako sasabihin niya "kaya mo yan bhoii, wag susuko".. ako ang iyakin na tao and Ela serves as my crying shoulder, alam na niya pag kailangan ko ng umiyak hindi siya magdadalawang isip na ioffer yung shoulder niya. Si ela hindi yan umiiyak madalang lang, pag sobrang worst na talaga and somehow i'm glad na i am there pag kailangan niya rin ng shoulder. The truth nung nasa LA Audi kami at sinabi niya na "Bhoii, PaHUG" , because of inis sa prof namin, dun ko naramdaman na sobrang kahit papaano nakakatulong din pala ako kay Ela, I felt na wow Bestfriend talaga niya ako. Ela is a model daughter, a very sweet Daughter and obedient one. Siya ang klase ng kaibigan na hindi man sweet pero pag kailangan mo NO SECOND THOUGHTS anjan siya agad para sayo. A living proof to the thought that FRIENDS WILL ALWAYS BE BY YOUR SIDE...

They are My bestfriends.. Sila ang mga tao na nagiging lakas ko tuwing naiisip ko na hindi ko na kaya. sila yung mga tao na nagpapaalala sa akin na hindi ako nagiisa.. PAu and Ela are the person na hindi man present sa lahat ng happenings sa buhay ko, hindi naman nila nakakalimutan yung mga importanteng okasyon sa buhay ko..

Sila ang tao na kahit bigyan man ako ng pagkakataon na piliing mawala sila sa buhay ko or hindi ko sila makilala, i will not take that chance. I am blessed to have them and i will never regret having them both. I will never think of replacing them in my life. Sila ay parang Diamonds, they are one of my PRICELESS TREASURES.. 

 I am thankful to GOD, Lord, Thank you kasi binigyan niyo po ako ng dalwang mababait, awesome friends with awesome personality. Thank you guys for everything,.. I know I am the kind of person na madrama, iyakin at kung ano ano pa, but still you accepted me for who i am and for what i am not.. Thank you for the positive thoughts everytime my negativity is acting. Thank you for always being there.. 

 Having you both ang laking bagay na, malaman ko lang na kahit ano pang maranasan ko may matatakbuhan ako napakalaking bagay na.. Guys di ko man kayo laging nakakasama i know whenever I need someone I have the both of you. I miss our talks, our kulitan, kaweirduhan, kabaliwan and many more.. IN SHORT I MISS THE BOTH OF YOU.. I know we'll all be succesful in the careers that we chose to take.. KAYA NATIN TO GUYS<: we have each other always, :)

GUYS I AM ALSO HERE FOR YOU ALWAYS.. I LOVE THE BOTH OF YOU.. WHATEVER HAPPENS LET'S STAY BEST FRIENDS FROM INFINITY AND BEYOND :) THANK YOU GUYS.. <: GODBLESS ALWAYS..