Entry #22

I never thought, it is possible to miss someone this much, it makes me cry.


😭

Ps. I pray that this situation gets better and end soon. 😇

Entry #21 thoughts

Worst feeling for me,

It is when you feel like a burden sa ibang tao. Pinakaayaw ko ang pakiramdam na nahihirapan at nasasaktan yung ibang tao dahil sakin .  Mas gusto ko na ako nalang. Hindi dahil mabait ako, not because martyr ako. Maybe it's because mas matatanggap ko na mahirapan at masaktan kaysa makapanakit or maging dahilan ng paghihirap ng iba.

Entry #20

It's ok.

It will be ok.

Just Cry.

You will be fine.

You will be ok.

All is well.

Entry #19

Learn to Let go and Let God
Trust Him.


You survived the last time. You will surely survive this time. God will not fail you 👊

It maybe painful but trust the process, kasama yan. 👊👊

Entry #18

Dear Self,

Keep going.

Keep existing.

👊

Entry#17 Yes

This past few days, i usually encounter issues about cheating in a relationship. I see stories from my facebook wall and I hear them from friends. It makes me curious as to why people cheat in a relationship? What is their sole reason? Why?

The best example of Love for me was demonstrated many years ago on the cross, where Jesus Christ was crucified for us, who were undeserving. It was an unconditional Love, regardless of what we've done or who we were, we were still saved by Jesus.

So, going back, Love should be unconditional. For me, when you Love someone, you should love everything about that person, the good and the bad. And for me Love should not just be an emotion, it is an important  decision you make. When you say Yes to a person, it should be yes to all circumstances, not just on the good days.

Relationships should include God. Because in the first place, You prayed for that someone who you are with. You prayed for that person to notice you, you cried to God when you felt like you had no chance at all, you begged God to give that person to you. That's why I will never understand why people cheat. Why do they choose to give up the relationship that they prayed for? The relationship where they've invested their love, time, effort, and material things. The relationship that they've fought for from the start.

Some say that they cheat because the Love was gone. Love alone will never be enough to sustain a relationship. That is why Relationship is a commitment. When you commit into something, you give your 100%, you don't give up on it, you will do everything and anything to keep that commitment. Just because Love was gone and just because the bed of roses you thought has its thorns, it does not mean that you could just stop and leave.  I hope everyone could realize that when you said Yes to someone, in front of God, it is a lifelong commitment to God and to that person. You can't just stop and leave when it gets hard.

So, let us keep this is mind.
Before you say Yes to someone, make sure you've prayed for it and God gave you the confirmation. Before you say Yes, make sure that you are ready to all the responsibilities that goes with it. Before you say Yes, make sure that your Yes is for a lifetime and not just for the meantime. Your yes should be a yes to good times to hard times; to victories, to failures; to highs, to lows; and to all the circumstances that you will encounter together.

Entry#16 Love

Love is something that comes unexpectedly
It comes naturally
You invest emotionally
It's not something you get instantly

Love is a commitment
It should never be lost in an argument
In love, it is always a yes,
Yes to all circumstances

Love is and will never be easy
You have to make time even if you're busy
You accept the person with all the flaws
You'll always go an extra mile, no matter what the cost

Love is sacrifice
There should be no goodbyes
It should always be hello sunrise
Together through the lows and the highs

Love is God
He has shown us true love
We could love others,
Because God loved us first.